Me, Myself and I

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
work was kinda long today... but INDY I AM GETTING DQ FAT!!! I AM NO LONGER EATING THERE AS OF NOW!!! SERIOUSLY!!! MY STOMACH IS GETTING HUGE?!!!! i LOOK PREGGO I SWEAR!!! IT'S DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!
ok cocktail party tomorrow night!! i am SOOOOOOOO excited!!! except i don't know what i'm going to wear damnit!!!!
seriously i'm so fat :_(

yay for getting off work early! gives me prime time to get rid of my hat hair before coles. haha. so i don't have a coles staff dinner on saturday anymore which means i can help plan out pot luck and we can all make chocolates together.
I have to make CDs for our cosmic bowl-a-rama!! i'm going to dress up! where a skirt and knee high socks. haha. 
I want to put videos on this thing so you can watch some of our antics. they're quite amusing. ok
i don't know what else to write so i'm out.
oh i get to work christmas eve!! HAHAH!! we're open 12 - 3!! so i get to open and close frikin sweet!! my manager said we should eat ice cream from the machine!! hahahahaha. yesssss!!!
OH YEAH, I SPENT $165 AT COLES CAUSE IT WAS STAFF APPRECIATION DAY!!! SO I SAVE 40% WHICH EQUALLED $112!!! HECK YESSS!!!

i was loading the dishwasher at work and i saw a lady come up to the counter and set her tray down and put something on top of her tray and so i was like, bert u should go get that tray i think there's something for you. and it was a toonie. so he brough it back and was like, sweet, we should split it. and then after a while we both went up to help customers and like, 15 minutes later, and we were done our shift he got a $2 tip so he gave me a toonie. 
um, yeah and tonight, i don't think i wrote this. i think it was deleted... um leanne was on the back of megan's quad and they were driving away and we could see her thong waay above her pants!!! ahahahah!!! the whole triangle and everything!!! me and amy and sarah nearly pissed ourselves!! it was sooooo funny!!!!!! ok bye.

so when i was chilling in my room, trying to recover from my mad hangover my mom comes in and is like blah blah blah then is like, what's thiS? and pics up that 15 ml thing of whiskey that we (shalina) never finished!! then she said something about it being a killer and took it away! i was like... mrgl... not forming complete words... but yeah... we'll never see that again... lol.
oh yeah and the night before i was with megan getting some stuff and i go into her room and i'm like, yeah i'm staying over at megan's, she's like, you're smiling, you're not telling me the truth. i was like AAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhaha, but then she was like, ok bye. lol. i was like bye.
and anytime i mention a guy's name she thinks i have a secret boyfriend, it's really sad... lol. she's like, are you dating this boy? i was like, do you REALLY think i'd have a b/f and not tell you?!?! WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?!?!?!
and yeah one time we had a yelling match and that was fun. yeah that's all.

heh, i was in bed by 9 o'clock and then leanne called and asked if i wanted to go watch happy feet and because she works there she gets a free friend so i went and it was kinda of a freaky, weird, singing lots, hard to understand their speech movie... um... not one of my top fives by any measure. but yeah. i'm glad i didn't have to pay 9 dollars for it. haha. 
my dad's birthday is on the 12th i don't know what to get him... so far on my christmas wish list i have, a daughter's pride ring, a blowdryer and a straightener. BAHAHA. that's so sad... i can't actually think of anything though.... 
yeah, so when my family leaves me to go to vancouver leanne's going to move in with me haha. i'll have a car and everything and work and i'll be redoing the basement as well as my new room. i still need to take a measuring tape to that place and see if i'll even fit my bed in it. either that or i can make it my TV room. hmm.... we shall see... ok, well i think that's all.

Your heritage? Zambian/Angolan
The shoes you wore today? my white/green ones

WHAT IS
Your most overused phrase on aim? u nut
Your thoughts first waking up? nO!! the sun!!!!
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex? eyes, smile
Your best physical feature? um.. my.... teeth?
Your greatest accomplishment? road trip to calgary
Your most missed memory? i dunno

DO YOU
Smoke? no
Cuss? kinda often...
Do you think you've been in love? no
Want to go to college? yeeah
Liked high school? yeah, i miss it
Want to get married? some day
Type with your fingers on the right keys? yes, haha
Believe in yourself? at times
Get motion sickness? not usually
Think you're attractive? not particularily, not ugly... but not too attractive
Think you're a health freak? not at all
Get along with your parents? most of the time
Like thunderstorms? yeah!
Play an instrument? i can play some of hero and the sailor moon theme on guitar... i claim nothing else

DID/HAVE YOU
Drank alcohol? yes... don't remind me
Smoke(d)? no
Done a drug? nope
Made out? yep..
Go on a date? yep
Go to the mall? ...wow... yes
Eaten sushi? yeah
Been on stage? yep
Been dumped? nope
Gone skating? yes
Made homemade cookies? yeah
Dyed your hair? i dyed one strip of my hair once and it went coppery orange. that was pretty cool
Stolen anything? i don't know if i did or if it's just in my dreams... may have stolen a penny candy... haha

HAVE YOU EVER
Flown on a plane? once, actually... aha
Missed school because it was raining? nope, but i've gotten a ride because it's raining... cause i hate the worms on the road....
Told a guy that you liked them? yeah
Cried during a Movie? yes, a little princess
Ever thought an animated character was hot? yeah, darien! lol
Cut your hair? yep, myself
Had crush on a teacher? probably haha
Played a game that required removal of clothing? sex! the game sex! not the action!
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated? ....agh... last night...
Been caught "doing something"? nope
Been called a tease? something close
Gotten beaten up? nope
Been in a fight? not fist fight
Shoplifted? nope

THE FUTURE
Age you hope to be married? um, yeah mid twenties
Numbers and names of children? 2 or 3, haha, and i love the name Maia too! and sierra but it's on the back of GMC trucks so maybe not... and i love the name Ava
Describe your dream wedding? simple, elegant, a backless dress haha
How do you want to die? in my sleep, lethal injection... ahha, kidding on the second one
What do you want to be when you grow up? wish i knew
What country would you most like to visit? All of europe! yay! and australia!

FAVORITES
Shampoo? herbal essences
Fav Color? orange/blue
Day/Night? night
Summer/Winter? summer
Fave cartoon character? i dunno...
Fave food? katolo... mmm.... and pizza...
Fave movies? a little princess
Fave sport? badminton, track
Fave sports stars? i dunno

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
Cried? nope
Worn jeans? yep
Met someone new online? nope
Done laundry? nope, but i really really need to
Drove a car? yes
Talked on the phone? of course

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
Yourself? sometimes
Your friends? yupperz
Santa Claus? um no
Tooth Fairy? nope
Destiny/Fate? sorta kinda but not really
Angels? yeah
Ghosts? i dunno
UFO's? nah
God? yeah, i think so

FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name? probably at one point... when i was called telezbian... but not recently...
Do you like anyone? nope, and it's boring....
Which one of your friends has the most in common with you? shalina and trish for sure
Who have you known the longest of your friends? shalina? yeah, that i can remember
Are you close to any family member? i dunno...
When have you cried the most? um... i think the day we found out jason died, we had a big group cry fest in megan's yard... me, megan, jenna, chris and conor
What's the best feeling in the world? falling asleep
Worst Feeling? waking up to your parents talking/cooking/watching TV/showering/calling your name/existing... lol!
Who understands you the most? SHALINA AND TRISH!!! i love you ladies!!!

So, yesterday was horrendous and the day before was fun. Tuesday we did a lot... i have to see if i can remember it all... we went up to Kitselas to find an old abandoned 'haunted' school house... not so haunted and not so scary...  but it was a fun ride... um, then we.. ok i can't remember it all... but later that night we threw an egg at a cat and it freaking flew six feet in the air... it was hilarious!! i could not breathe for at least 10 seconds... it was tooo funny! and then we passed the ambulance station and it's lights turned on so we pulled over then we decided to follow it... and there were like three police cars with lights and a man on the ground... that was kinda scary... but yeah then we went to denny's and there was a creepy guy... but we did a lot that night... i just can't remember it all... and then last night.... i shotgunned too many beers or something and then we went for a walk to uplands (me, megan, leanne and jeff) and i puked there and fell over a lot and... then we walked farther to the top of the hill and then i said i wanted to go home so we started down the trail and jeff and megan alternated piggy backing me and jeff had to hoist me up everytime i fell down and such and then i got home and sapalo was just pulling in from taking daniel home and so i got him to drop off megan, leanne and jeff at denny's and i went to sleep and i woke up and felt like shit... and then megan and mat and leanne showed up the next morning to see if i wanted to go out for eats but i said absolutely not and went back to sleep and yeah... and then megan came to get me so i could go to mat's and get my stuff and then we went to get jeff so he could pick up his parents' vehicle from the airport cause his family went out of town for a bit... and then i went to work and thankfully got off an hour early... it was shit tho.... i went to bed at like... 2AM and slept in til about 3:30 the next day... arg... no more... never again.... and then yeah.... now i'm at home and am going to go to sleep early. thankfully i work tomorrow at coles at 3PM so i shall have plenty of time to sleep in. but it'll probably be busy because it's twilight madness so the mall's open until 11PM... anyway... um... i am not feeling so hott and kinda want to head to bed... even tho i have to go pick up sap at work at 10.... ok... cya... 

um............ soo on wednesday after i take my babysitting kids swimming i think i'll take them to the movies to watch 'Happy Feet'. It'll be their birthday presents. Wee fun! Yeah, it's a waay better option than going to public swim... eeew...
Hahaha, this just made me laugh... talking to andrew... that rotten kid... 

Andrew says:
How about you
Andrew says:
No way you're still single
Teleza says:
well as a matter of fact...
Andrew says:
No way!!!
Teleza says:
HAH!!! aaw you're funny
Andrew says:
Well who is he?
Teleza says:
ooh, u make me laugh, i'm just kidding u nut...

That was good for a laugh!! hahaha, I actually laughed out loud... aaw man... good fun.
ANYWAY! back on track... i wore my hair in pigtails today... for some reason i thought that was worth mentioning... weird... and i got paid today... yay!!
and me and leanne and megan are planning our christmas reunion thing. it's going to be really cool. i'm excited! we've got a list of like.. 55 people to invite!!! and they're all our friends!! i didn't know we had so manY! haha! and over half of them are away for school and such. i'm excited to see everyone. it's going to be a formal so we'll all be dressed up and such. and there shall be many pictures taken!!
brb

more news!!! just realized recently that I won't be going with my family to drop off my brother at schooL!! *gasp* so i'll be at home all on my lonesome!! yaaaay!!!! i refuse to have a party tho. refuse refuse. maybe some of the gals can come over and we can have a girls' night with martinis and such. and i'll be able to convert sap's room into my room and the downstairs into my rec room!! w00t t00tin!!!! i'm excited!!!!

Yay! So first day at Coles and it was really good. I made sure I looked decent and such and yeah, it was just good. I have a bit of homework. A huge booklet to look over. You know how it is. I worked from 11 to 3, then i worked at dq from 5 to close. so yeah, full day. i missed the gilmore girls. haha. that's ok. tomorrow night is one tree hill. i hope she calls and says i dont' have to come. that'd be nice.
And yeah, yesterday me, leaha, poncho and betty went and hiked shame's mountain. that was really fun too. i really really want to snowboard. leaha and i took some pretty good pictures too. um... yeah... ok that's all.

It was good ol' fashioned fun tonight... actually really boring... but not so boring when you're hanging with your friends...
Tomorrow I plan on waking up early and cleaning my room thorougly... then... I shall... get myself ready... maybe I'll wear makeup... and my contacts... wow for effort.
I have to make a list of everything I want... and then I'll buy it off ebay... mostly cds... I want...
1) The Fray
2) Spice Girls... their first two albums...
3) Miss Saigon soundtrack
4) Aselin Debison
5) Aqua... I'm reconnecting with my roots
OH! I need to add one more thing to my list and that is to take time out to read. I'll have to print these out cause I need to focus on them.
6) M2M
7) Rent Soundtrack
8) David Usher
K, sweet. and from ebay it'll be hella cheap. I need to surround myself with good tunes, good books. Books!! I need to buy books from ebay toO! Photog books so I'm all learned up!! K I need to buy a new notebook! hahaha. i need to write this all down. k, that's all. bye.

I need some new songs... which means I should probably get limewire on my comp... but it's my brand new comp... it's my baby... and unlike most parents, if my comp gets sick (virus...) i won't know how to make it feel better. haha, saad, i know. but yeah.
OK, I have two jobs now. Which is what I wanted. Yay. Good. Which means I'm going to have to be serious about this. When I was doing my paperwork, M, the person who hired me, was talking about my position and how it was seasonal, but if things went well and such... it could very well turn into a permanent position. Which is friggin sweet! 
Also... I'm waay horrible about spending money. The only thing coming up right now that I have to worry about minutely is Christmas... and I think, with all the time I spend at home, I can find a reasonably cheap way to make this an affordable and not costly Christmas. I think I'm going to make a project... take some spectacular black and white shots... some that I can be proud of... 
OK OK, but first I need to get organized. There are some things I need to attend to.

1) Make a concious effort to watch my spending
2) Clean my room, thoroughly... I'm wondering wether or not I want my compuer in my room... it'd be nice... but then I'd never leave my room... which isn't so bad... I dunno... what'dya think?
3) Get a handle on my schedule... with two jobs this is going to be essential to the maximus...
4) Try and spend some nights at home... take more time to myself... 
5) Stop eating at Dairy Queen...Sundays are the only day I can indulge in any hot eats or cool treats.
6) Go to the gym... regularly...
Actually, I think I do want to move my computer into my room... at least until my brother moves out. He's loud and obnoxious and doesn't care about anyone but himself... grr... but how will I have internet... aghh... I'll ask him.. haha
7) Write in this daily... may be nice to look back on and read... and plus it's an outlet...
8) Try and use this time to find out what I can look forward to in my future

Yeah... that's all for now...

sooo.... i went for a run today... it was good... um... i got my contacts today!! finally! i really really want subway and i just may indulge myself. maybe. um... i babysat last night and made a little cashola. it was grand.
i watched rent last night... it was sad and all but i wasn't into the musical bit... and i like musiclals.. that one just drove me nuts... and it was supposed to be set in the '80s but i read that in a mag somwhere... i couldn't tell from watching the movie.
anyway i've got a really really really good book to read by penny vincenzi so i'm gonna go now. ooh shalina we need to discuss my LEL, so i'll ttyl.

sooo, i've got 5 minutes before i have to head to church... i'm sooo tired!! i just want to curl back up in bed and sleep. waaah!! and church is 3 hours long. i hope i learn something is all i'm saying. aaagh, i think it's time!! that was only 1 minute!! where's my other 4!!!? Byyee!